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Sunday, September 27, 2015
Down The Rabbit Hole
Where do I even start? I have working so hard to put on the happiness and drown out the sadness. Some days it takes over and I feel like I'm going to crumble under the pressure. Work is horrid. We've had quite a few people quit, walk out, or be fired. We are one of the busiest and top stores in the metroplex. I have been working 14-15 hour days and coming in on my day off. Team members are supposed to max at 40 hours a week, team leads at 50 hours. The past month I've been between 40-60 hours a week. My back, chest, and knees hurt. I am starting to lose precious time with Ally and I am reaching my breaking point. I feel exhausted all the time. I can't hardly stay awake with Ally. When I am feeling good I can spend time with her and work on my book reviews but then I have days like today where I just want to curl up and die. Did I mention I worked 11p-6:30am and I have to be at 2pm to work my shift. I am beyond burnt out because all I want is a full day off with my sweet princess. We went Halloween shopping today to get some ideas but she is still unsure of what she is going to do. Oh! Then I found out some interesting news that may shake things come October if it really happens but I am staying quiet on that. I just want to scream, cry, kick, and hold Ally. Can I please just have a diva moment? I hurt in places i didn't think could hurt. I can barely stay awake. I'm just burnt. Crisp. Fried. Make it stop. So tired!