I am hurting so bad right now. I want to scream. I feel childish for being so upset but I am. I celebrate my New Years on Halloween. I am a new witch but I am learning more about it and my path everyday. I was so excited for Halloween because I was going to get dressed up with Ally, take her Trick or Treating, then come home to have cake and teach her about New Years and what it means to me.
Now it's turned into this horrible thing. The new woman is invited along. My ex is coming. His other daughter is coming. I just can't do it. It was supposed to be a special day for Mommy and her.
The financial problems are stacking up quickly. I feel knee deep in this shit. I can't do it. I just want to cry but my chest hurts so bad I couldn't cry if I wanted to.
Will things really be okay? Why did he have to come home and shake everything up?