I'm aching. It all hurts. Something has happened to my hip and now it's sore. Somehow I managed to bruise my arm. This weekend went great for the most part. There were some icky parts but it did go well. But now I feel like I am questioning everything. How did this spiral out of control so fast?
All relationships have ups and downs. They have rough patches but I don't know.
And apparently I've lost a friend which I didn't know. Not like she communicated and say hey, we're not friends but whatever.
My mind is spinning. I can't breathe. I can't function.
How can things feel so right but I feel so alone?
I feel like I can't talk to anyone. I feel so alone. Cold. Alone. I can't even put my thoughts to paper. Sigh, I don't know anymore.