I don't even know where to begin. Here is where I feel safest even though this is such a public venue. I feel so lost and I don't know what to do.
I'm going to start by distancing myswlf without warning. It'll just happen until I know my next move.
There's no telling how many lies or truths were revealed today. I just can't be middle man. Its affecting my health too severely.
I can't even put my feelings into words. I just don't know anymore. I feel like I've lost myself in the process.