At this point there is no need to lie. If truths aren't ready to be faced I understand. Moving forward is the hardest step but sometimes you have to realize if it acts like a fool, moves like a fool, and speaks like a fool then it is indeed a fool.
Why would I lie about the grief I'm feeling? Do you really think I'm that desperate for attention?
If you do then you are surely mistaken. Believe what you wish but understand that October isn't a lie. My house will be mine again regardless.