Today I've taken to my silence and just focused on Ally and I. I'm not sure where my headspace is. I know my heart is hurt beyond belief because I truly thought at one point I had a friend but now the truth has been brought to light and I find out she has loved him all along. I feel played and used.
I'm told to let this go but how do you just let this one slide? How do you just let the heartache slide?
After talking to a friend today I realize just how much I miss having my own space and how excited I am to have it back.
I just want to cry at this point but alas I'll bite my tongue and move forward.