For the first time in a long time I have something rare. Silence. I am able to sit here and reflect on everything that has been said and realize what is important. I am going to do my best to be there for Ally. Things have been made plain as day and I never did anything just to hold it over someone's head. It seems when I try to do the right thing it's seen as a double agenda.
I just hope soon it'll be back to Ally and I. I truly feel alone. I feel used and I feel saddened. Going to enjoy this time to myself and mind my business.