I've had to be silent for far too long and frankly I'm sick of all the bullshit. So here goes a clarity post and at this point I don't care who's feathers I ruffle. I'm done holding back who I am just to try to keep the peace.
I work my ass off every week. I just got a transfer and due to the car being held over Joey's head I shelled out the money to get his truck fixed.
Other than his bullshit check that came in the has no money. That money went to paying my bills.
I don't make enough money to support two other family units. I offered S and Joey a place. I will not give money to help other parents when I'm not even allowed to be a part of those children's lives.
Yeah it sucks that he is drowning knee deep in his own shit but giving him the place to stay was so HE and HE alone could on his feet. So next time we want to bitch don't bring my money into it because then you're cutting in my daughters money and I won't have that.
I'm not going to play peace maker any longer. In going back to worry about myself and Ally only. That's it. I'm done with all of the lies and games.