Today's thankful thirty is very special to me. This one is dedicated to R. Today he will be leaving for California and while it is what is best for his career, my heart feels broken. I know this isn't a permanent goodbye but it still hurts nonetheless. I have fallen in love with this man and I can't wait to join him in California in February. It'll be a long few months but we'll come out stronger because of it. I love you babe, be safe today.